The Great Depression

As titled, and according to the quiz in the Seventeen magazine, conducted by Fida on me, I am having syndromes of depression. Haaa…

Anyway, I think I’m just a little stress, not to the extend of depression la. -.-|||

Have been busy with school and work. When to Genting Highland last weekend for a really short break since I will only have this 1 week of “school holiday” and no more till May next year. Did nothing much there except eating and shopping, cos I don’t gamble. Captured some nice sunrise. Maybe that’s the only thing I’m happy about.

Work: Clearing lots of things I’ve been owning my boss. Haiz… Good thing is that they are all understanding people.

School: Stress as usual. I am really not cut out for theoretical modules and essay exam questions. Keep falling asleep while reading my notes. Argghhh… Feel like killing myself. I am already anticipating that I will not score well as my “england” is always below average. Hoping for a pass is good enough.

Health: Feeling weak, still coughing (1 month + already), same dandruff problem, insomnia, weight loss (Din even gain after all the feast at Genting)…

Confused… Turning 22 next week. Another year older but i still look like a kid. Haiz… Thanks XZ & KX for being the 1st to gimme my bday pressie this year as I dun normally receive presents other than from Dear, Dum Dum Org and my colleagues. Maybe I’m always too involved in my own stuff and forget about others. Haiz…

Hope my dad can quickly find a job. I hate being the sole bread winner now.  Especially during this economic unstable period. Haiz…

That’s all for my frustration now.

Desarulez

When to Sungei Rengit for the past 2 days~ Have some fun and laughter and get cut off from the fast pace in Singapore.

To summarise my trip, my colleagues and I when to the following below:

• Accommodation - Ray’s house
• Desaru
• Sebana
• Chinese Wayang Show near a temple
• Mango Farm
• Herb’s Garden

Things that happened there:

• Living Jukebox entertainment throughout the trip (Sherlyn)
• Porn Star (Matthew – Dun think too far, we call him tt because of his Tee) and Camera Crew (Wisnu, Jim, WeiZhen and Me – 3 DSLRs and 1 Prosumer) are there not to shoot porn.
• Vanez loves the Nikon D40x. So do I. Haa…
• Someone want to divorce someone den later dun wan again. Haa. I shall not go into the R-rated topic’s details on that Starry Nite when all of us lie on Ray’s house balcony. Haa…
• Saw a shooting star and made a wish
• Sunrise (Ray’s house balcony) and sunset (Sebana) – Clouds are always not friendly to me.
• Lizard dropped on Sherlyn’s hand and Ray swipe it to Matthew’s pants at the seafood restaurant. Haa…
• Sherlyn spill a glass of F&N orange on Matthew. That’s a few minutes after the lizard scare.
• And many many more… That’s all I can think of now.

For Food, we have the following :D:

• Lunch – Seafood: Steam Garlic Lobster, Fried Fish, Ginger Onion Ostrich Meat, Pan fried Tofu, Sambal Sweet Potato Leaves
• Dinner – Seafood: Fried Mini Lobster, Drunkard Prawn, Chili Crab, Stir fried Kailan
• Supper – Fried Kuay Teow, Sambal Sotong
• Breakfast – Roti Prata, Chee Chong Fun, Teh Tarik
• Durian
• Lunch - Laksa

You can see that after all these food, my throat is dying now. Haa… Will post the trip’s photos when I’m free in facebook.

When to Sze Wee’s farewell dinner before he fly off to Melbourne to study for 3 years (This is right after I reach SG -.-|||). Although I was really tired, but I still decided to go and meet up with them as we, Dum Dum Org, might not have the chance to gather again in the next 3 years. Haiz. Fun dinner at New York New York (though the food wasn’t really to my liking) with the same Jokers around really wakes my up. All the best for your studies Sze Wee~

Took half day today to rest. Neck and shoulder hurts. Should be due to too much sitting and sleeping on the boat in awkward position.

Tomorrow will be my 1st day of school. Hope everything goes well.

Next wed, NUH. Screening. *Praying Hard*

Worries…

Lumps found… Wat shd I do?!

My new blog!

I’m not sure why I created this blog too. Maybe just to explore the features here. As most of you might know, I don’t update my previous blog regularly. I can say I’m damn lazy.

Ok updates on my recent status:

• Still in HWZ Pte Ltd, but will soon be officially merged with SPHM, and I will be under the New Media Team. If you ask me: “Is anything going to happen?”, currently the Answer is “No”. But seriously, I have no idea for now too. The sense of uncertainty flowing in me now. I will really miss HWZ Pte Ltd and working at “ARC”.
• Starting my part-time uni programme soon in SIM. Will be pursuing a Degree in Information System & Management from UOL. Everyone is telling me and stressing me that part-time is very stress and tiring. Yes, I KNOW. But this is the only way I can continue to study w/o worrying about financial problems. For those whose parents can afford to send them to full-time uni, stop complaining that you have no $ or like your parents is “ill-treating” you by giving you lesser pocket $ because you are working part-time. You would know how blessed you are until you meet people who are worst than you. (Note: The above comment is just my thought after watching a Chinese talk show on TV. Non of the above are refering to my friends as they are all good people. )
• Relationship: Everything is going well. Dear dear is always understanding. Luv U Lot Lots~ (You know I will have very little time to pei you when I start school but you still support me to go uni.)
• Family: Mum and Dad is fine, just that I’ve worrying about my Dad’s job. If he lost his job (CHOY!) during the coming economic slowdown/ recession that I’m hoping wouldn’t happen, I will be the only one feeding this family. :’( Younger Bro just POP come out than fall sick from many days. -.- Guys, always don’t know how to take care of themselves and make other people worry. Think he is very strong, went marathon, tennis, swimming, volleyball, boozing continuously for 3 days. Older bro going NS next month. Hope everything will be smooth for him.
• Finance: Stop saying I’m rich. I have throw all my $ to my SIM/UOL le. Haiz…
• Friends: When I start school, I might have lesser time ($) to go out with all of you. You can still jio me out to see if I’m free but don’t get disappointed if I reject you. But don’t left me out for anything FUN~ Who knows I might be able to free up sometime that day.

I think that is all for now. Going with my dear to buy shoes now. Bye~